Worst Day~~~~

dh lmak aku x mblogging.. bz kot.. Not really bt still bz..(family,bF,frenz N study)......

ermmmm... laz 2 week sumting happen dat make me: very pain deep in my heart..

Me: Sowi syg lbt reply..
Mizkol my bf almost 3tyms, then trus anta msg..(tkt ny mrh)
Me:syg..(msg yg sm dhanta 5kali)
suddenly, his adik reply
11:15pm
Adik bf:Tong xda, ny kluar.
11:30
Bf: Sowi syg, ayg cas hp lalu t'tdo td.
Me: Mena ka? Bkn kuar ka.
Bf: Ya td. Dh plg. Sowi syg. Lap u syg.
Me: Phl Kabe(nm adiknya) msg pkul 11:15 td ny pdh syg kuar la.
Bf: yaka. Sowi syg.
aku msh xpuas hati alu tyk gk...
Me:Or syg cas hp, baring2, alu t'tido ka?
laz2 ny mgaku...
Bf:Ayg bulak.Ayg x tido.Ayg pg lepak td x mbak hp.
Me: Ok, Knk pelu bulak.
Bf:Ayg tkt syg anok ayg.
Me: Syg plh ayg xda mud. ok... knk pelu bulak..
1200am
Bf:Please call me back.(menandakan kdt ny dh xpired)

Wtf, ny tauk kdt dh xpired tp x reload.

Aku call ny, tyk2 n suddenly ny pdh " Ko salu anok aku bh..mala anok aku tk ya la...xblh
tok..yala"
aku jwb " ok, lps towk aku xpelu lalek gk hal ko..ko pg cne ka..apa ka.."

then. kelahi kt hp sampai T_T... CRACKKKK.. Damn bnyi apa ya..

Ny pg patahkn Hp Sony Ericson Walkman aku pn xingt apa kod ny..

SIALLLLL~~ dh la hp ya mekorg sm2 bli tym aku 2nd yr.. 2igek=RM700++: one for me N one for him...

sampai hati ny plh gia.. Mmg ny x hargai N appreciate brg yg dh mekorg bli sm2...

The next day, he came pujuk2 me.. Ok,i forgive him..(Mcm biasa la)

Tp... deep inside my heart, sgt2 sakit~~~xtauk apa yg pelu ny plh utk mgubatiny..

He knows wat he suppose 2 do...

Sampai kinek~~~~aku msh rsa KESAKITAN nya... DUn make me leave U..
Perkara yg i'll never do now, bt may b ONE DAY..... T_T

Sh*T merDeka day...

warrrghhhhhh~~~ aku rsa mk mjerit jak.. evrytym rami ada jak yg kena,,,, why??? apa dh jd... me oso dunno... i try my bez 2 b a vry understanding GF 4 about 4yrs dh.. p pnh x ko cb mk phm aku.... mala ingt aku mk crik org len... ingt snag ka... mun sng adoh... xplu aku gago agi... mun x sb syang.. mustahil aku mampu bertahan smpe nktok.... Plzzzz la.. understand me 4 only diz moment... mun dh lps ya... sukahati ko lar.... mun x ngenang org tua... ishhh.. mgkn dh lmak dh... tp??? aku dh tsepit dlm perangkap sendiri.. aku pelu lalui hari2 ya dgn tabah cz aku drikpn tauk aku pn sgt2 sayangkn hbgn tok....huhuhu.. cuma.. i need my time.. sowi 4 everyting~~

My bday 2009~~~

Since aku bok jak join mblogging~~ i 1 2 share wif u ol my surprise bday party.. nsb aku xda skit jantung.. my Sayang mcm slambe jak... bt he N myfrenz suma in a same cohort~~ wow.... N plan cdak successfully without my known.. haha.. pndey takorg ho.. bt.. kreta vic amper2 mgantoikn cdak.. haha.. ptt aku heran jak... bt, Neway.. thax a lot guys.. i love u ol So much~~~ mUahhhhzzzzz.. (MAs,Mil,lebi,Mary,marc, Vic, jang, Rex N Tong sayang~~~) thx a lot...
mas~~~ ko ada la dalang dlm kes tok~~ haha
sdap hotdog ya~~~ nyummmmm22
dishes yg sgt2 sdap~~ thax kpda yg join BBq..
hehe~~ menu yg simple tp sedap guys~~

marc~~vic~~ N geng d blakang yg syok brenang... mary.. jgn lemas... haha..

Thaxxxxxx~~ a lot... i really enjoy d day~~ gmbr kdk lawatan kt skolah jak~~ haha

masquarade Nite PART2

ermm.. xbyk gilak picca but ada la a few.. mmg kelam kabut 8tually b4 dinner.. i really depressed tym ya... dh smpe rmah pg ya, suddenly Mr jongkar mk jmpa.. n he asked me 2 join field by 2moro.. hoh.. pnya la kelam kabut aku tym ya.. pasya, aku stuju jak.. blum sempat aku g bli gift, jem kt jln smpey pkul 2... WArghhhh.. smpai semariang dh pkul 5ptg.. smpey unimas pkul 6 dh.. bsolek semadi nadai jak.. haha... ng sgt2 Bz aku tym ya... haha.. wateva.. aku ng enjoy jwak Party ya bt.. hmmmmm sgt2 exhausted~~ neway, thax 4 d dinner comittee.. N big THAX 4 my SAYANG cz sgt bsabar ngn sikap aku.. sowi Honey~~ love U..~~ banquet oso cz provide us such a nice place N decoration.. food also bbaloi... udangnya sedap tauk.. haha.. apa gk mk cita ho.. xda pa2 gik.. p, now let check out d continuous picca..
sedap eh.... nyummy...
dishes yg aku sempat amik picca... hehe... sdap jak upa nya..


haha.. posing maut jap...


haha.. borrow from jeyu... haha.

Graduate students... congratz guys....
hmmmm.... laz pose.. event dh abiz... got more~~
my frenz bg... thXX Ast~~ muaahhhhzz.. love UU..

hmmmm~~~ i tink enough lar ho.. daaaaa~~~~

dinner Zoology~~2009~~ ' The masquarede Nite' Part 1

hmmm... dinner at banquet made us feel very2 tired.... hoho... wif my heel.. exhausted... here come my stories...

b4 jlan.... posing lok b.. haha..
3rd year student... next yr kta gk graduate...

hehe.. xtvt b4 melahap... posing2 lok smpe aku xingt mkn sbnrnya lbh penting...

hmmm~~ actually byk gik picca mk d upload... nut.. tgu next episod lar.. wait ya.. pnat tgnku mnaip.. hoho... DAAA...more stories 2 go.. TO BE CONTINUED~~~~

field 2 Sarawak kiri River~~~ wowo..

my study site.. erm... site 1 consider as still okeh dia pnya riparian vegetation.. kira non removal riparian vegetation.. klau dh ada gmbr buluh2,syur bandung... ermm.. consider as removal riparian vegetation..

hehe~~ its me.. bckground~~ ppl from kpg benuk.. he guide us.. Thx Mr. X. forgot his name...
peace ~~ but deep in my heart.. aiyo.. scary if suddenly BANG Bo come... aiyak.. ( way to my site take around 45min).. lmak jwak..

hajar.. my team mate.. senyum jak awak.. haha..

Mary standing n looking 4 sumting ~~Mr Jongkar with camera ready for sampling... hehe... but b4 that, we eat guess wat~~~ DURIAN kampung.. let check it out~~~
haha~~ sweet... thax mr. jongkar... hehe.. more picca~~ come...

hehe~~ nikmatnya durian....

buat kerja.... hehe... fokus jwak aku ctok...kemas2~~ mok plg dh tok... hehe..hehe.. odw plg.. hoho.. tym plg, suddenly ngga sus barbatus (babi hutan) lalu. across d river. ... wow... amazing lar..


ready mok plg~~ sori resolution xbrapa bgus... hehe( we go back almost 4pm) n dat day suddenly raining... wow...wow
hajar posing~ keta sapa 2??? haha...

and.....this is how my sampling end~~ ermmm bln 12 pg sia agik... c u there... wait 4 my stories yah...

my New page~~

hmmmm~~ x tauk knk suddenly rs mk buka blog N tel everyting 2 ppl my feeling about~~ from laz weks, i owez think about my mum~~ pity her cz tgh skit ~ xtauk p owg kpg pdah meroyan~~ eee... sound weird.... my dad ckp since we ol msh kecik xda owg yg jga mum betol2 tym ny tgh sarat jga pantang... dh mk jga mekorg, jga drik pn ssh N tpksa melupakan pntg lrg org kpg, then ekot city lifestyle... now, bla mum dh almost 50, nmpk sgt mum skit N nvr see my mum skit mcm ya... air mata mcm mk guguk jak~~ hati than jak la N xmk ngis dpn ny~~ xmk nmpak sdih dpn mum~ no matter wut... she my mum N successfully mbsrkn aku till im 21 now.... dad btol2 jga mum cz i noe he oso love mummy so much~~ i owe my life with my mum N if anything happen, i willing to give my own life 2 my mum.... becoz i love my mum so much~~ hopefully she get well soon..... i have 2 go back owez help my others sister take care of my mum N our home~~